Hearing My Voice

from Music To My Fears by Josh Howard

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Such a long time to be waiting
And I still don't know when
Every time I get this feeling
I go back to where I've been

Guess it's too late to feel cheated
But it still don't seem fair
I can't ever be defeated
If I really don't care

And I don't wanna come this clean
Tired of hearing my voice
But I'm so sick of what I've seen
That I'm left with now choice

Do you still feel it was worth it
Keeping tabs on every word
Did you think that you'd deserve it,
Keeping track of what you heard?

And I don't wanna come this clean
Tired of hearing my voice
But I'm so sick of what I've seen
That I'm left with now choice

I was half asleep, I was sinking deep
In a little dream I had
When I understood, knowledge came so cheap
And I couldn't help feel sad
All I wanna be is to think I'm free
As I look at what I do
I'm so self aware, I don't even care
What I get myself into

It's a game we love playing
And it's really sad and strange
It's a shame, the things we're saying
Is it ever gonna change?

And I don't wanna come this clean
Tired of hearing my voice
But I'm so sick of what I've seen
That I'm left with now choice

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from Music To My Fears, released May 2, 2020

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